Wait for it, wait for it….
Legendary.
BARNEY (: and Robin and Ted and Lily and Marshall. Shit. I’m obsessed.
I swear I think Robin has raw beauty. Like Megan is Hot, Beyonce is Sexy, but Robin’s just. Beautiful.
So papers have been okay. I’m not expecting much out of them, and if I don’t do well then whatever, I’m just gonna take it again. If I do just enough, I’m gonna take it again. I don’t know. For some reason, the future doesn’t really scare me as much as it used to once upon a time. I think that everything really will be okay (:
I’m actually pretty excited for my adult life to start!
Today I gave Fads a call and realised how much I’ve missed her. It’s really sad how when you’re studying for A’s and you think “gosh I wonder how so and so is doing, maybe I should give her a call” and then you realise you don’t have much time to lose so you tell yourself “After A’s, definitely, after A’s”. But what you don’t realise is that from that point in time until your “After A’s” is actually a span of about a month. So that means I haven’t really spoken to most of my friends for over a month! It’s kinda sad. And I really do miss you Fads ):
Sigh. I feel like this entry has a lot of bad english or like stupid english. Whatever. I’m too tired to type good.
Goodnight.
D.
When anyone says that they’d love you and be there for you forever, what they actually meant was that they’d love you and be there for you, as long as you gave them a reason to.
D.
If you knew how much trouble the universe went to for us to be here, right now. In the lives we’re in, sitting by the people we love.
If you knew of the many planktons and plants and hurdreds of sunsets and thousands of civilisations and a million, million, million first kisses from all our mothers and fathers that had to occur.
If you knew of the many battles and deaths and the hundreds of happiness and the thousands of perfectly impeccable timings and millions, millions millions millions of prayers dreams hopes wishes actions decisions made that had to happen in an exact alignment.
Then you would know the luck you’re having is not luck.
It is the work of many great things before us.
Being ungrateful is not being ungrateful.
It is saying that you don’t deserve to exist,
and you’d probably be right - in this universe anyway.
D.
I guess anyone could ink themselves until everyone knows all the things they love. They could wear uniforms that gave them all the authority in the world. They could lose weight until there was nothing else to lose. They could paint their faces, alter themselves, change the way their hair sits on their shoulders, and suck in their gut.
But in the dark, stripped down to the bone, they are still them.
And you will still always be you.
D.
We had our time, and we’ve played our game. It was easy. We just sat down to see if I was the same shape as the space you had inside your soul. If everything had fit, we’d both had won. If it didn’t, we weren’t supposed to force it.
That was how we got splinters in our hearts.
Hello nabilahmj, my day was fine, thank you (:
I hope yours was better, and will keep getting better unless bad is really required haha. Happy fasting to you too and hope we can have our Red Friends around the same time so that we can hop to lunch together heh. Yes, I’ll be in school on monday, and I hope you loved your Smiley Stickers!
